My thoughts in da mornin

It's one of my mornings in Indore. Just was getting bored before audition for Fact Universal Teen Pageant 2010. So....have a look.
love
Saidah

April updates or "Work, work, work"

Hi folks
It's been a while.....but due to work. If before I was kinda lazy, now its work only, so was not writing due to this. There are many changes in my life…..within me but it have affected everything I would say. At present I am busy with workshop for my movie “Chitkabre. Shades of grey”. Its drama thriller and we gonna shoot almost whole may in Delhi near Gurgaon area. It’s interesting film and I am glad to be part of it. I play girl Cindy who is very arrogant. But not gonna say much, let it be complete first. Today attended workshop first day, met other actors and got the script, all cool. For whole week will be busy with workshop and than Delhi for may. Apart of that I am also busy with Fact Universal teen pageant, it’s a beauty pageant for teens and reality show as well. They have 2 judges : Natasha Suri, former miss India and me. I was traveling for last 5 days to Indore and Delhi with press conferences and auditions. Quite existed but its interesting and definitely worth it. Hotels…….cars………..work………its just all same, sometimes I don’t even care what city it is, cuz all hotels are same almost, cars and etc. But I am happy to do what I do. In june will be finale of teen pageant, still on 2nd may have audition in Mumbai. Delhi trip was very good, when it was press conference day, we were done pretty fast, fast than I expected and I wanted to go to Laxmi Narayan Temple, so we went, I was happy to go there, and after we had some local food in some market, I forgot the name. It was interesting experience.
I don’t know why but whenever I visit Indore my life gets changed. And it happened this time as well. It was my second visit to Indore. In professional way its always good since it has to be like that only. But just certain things in my philosophy had changed and I really can proceed with my writings further, cuz I was kinda stucked a bit and now I feel inspired. Unfortunately this inspiration came to me from sadness but its just how it is.
I understood a lot about destiny, I found out who my real friends are and who just simply care about me cuz it’s just me, just me without good and bad sides. Nobody is perfect and neither I am. I will not write much here about philosophy since I want to make it separate chapter but I just want people to be more activ in life. Unfortunately many people just pray to God and believe in destiny too much, like if they don’t want to do something or they will be scared to do something they will just excuse it with destiny and etc. I hate it, I just really hate it. Our life is always in our hands. I will write about it. Since I am real BUSY BEE at present time, even tonight I have meeting regarding work, so no time to write.
Love to all
Best wishes to all
Blessings to all but………..all our actions are always in our hands
Saidah Jules

So far So good

Hi folks

I am just totally out of writing n our of updating. Just so many things it were lately. I have been traveling......Germany, Dubai. Just Dubai was the most exciting n awesome. Amazing shopping n fially I met my best friend Julia over there. We went out for lunch and dinner, she is truly amazing person. Germany was nice as well, its always great to meet mom.

I am kind of tired in Mumbai, with everything you cant relay on, with most of people you cant relay on, when u never can plan anything. But right now lots of good htings are happening, just waiting for finalising and signing.

I had also sad news about 'Right ya wrong", Neeraj Pathak comletely cut my role and did not even had guts to inform me about it. I felt sad about it since Neeraj Pathak always had lots of respect from me but after "Right ya wrong" he really dissapointed me. I expected that he would tell me about it.

Met Andrew Symonds recently and IPL after party was really fun. He is really cool person.

Unfortunately due to time limits have to end up now in a ruch

Keep rocking

Saidah

So far so good

Hi folks

Its just beginin of feb and all is cool. Yesterday finally I watched movie "3 idiots". Was nice. Too long, actually all hindi films are quite too long sometimes, but "3 idiots" was nice. After that we had amazing dinner at "Olive". I really love that place........white.......candless and warm.

Recently quite many things changed and in a good way. Also my tow is really better now, almost fine I think but i have to visit doctor next week I guess. I went for Mcdowell Derby horse race in Mumbai in Mahalaxmi. It was interesting, never been there before. Derby was nice but it's quite ridicules at times to see nicely dressed people and lots of gabbage, pizza, samosa and etc around. Its like monkey siting on a Mersedes in Agra. Interesting, what else I can say. It's always better not to stress out cuz of it, cuz it will never change. Never.

What else? At the moment I feel kinda boring cuz few things are pending and I dont like when something is in the air and not materialised yet. LOL.

Yesterday I met russian council in Mumbai, it was cool. It was something what I did not expect I would say. I was lucky I guess cuz now my work will be done much more faster and such a lovely people work in consulate and embassy. Really. It was cool to speak in russian language as well. I almost forgoten it. LOL

U never know what can happen tomm. Recently I was writing that India is like wonderland, that things just appear out of nowhere and dissapear as well. Like u never know, u never can plan, its just life right now, exactly at this moment. I dont like it, but....... I am just "Alice" who ended up in wonderland with its own rules.

But the most interesting also happened. I dont want to think about it right now or say anything, but I think "love is in the air". I really think so............i might be right or wrong. U never know. But i can say I am inspired, i really am.

Also my creative work is quite inspiring as well. Just now I talked to Venkatesh and it was cool, i hope finally we will do something together in creative way.

Now im abit in rush

Be cool, feel hot, life is wonderful

Peace to all

Saidah Jules

Crazy January

Hi folks
January was bad. First of all I fall down, clipped and broke toe on my foot. For 2 weeks I was in bed, it was so boring.............crazy. One my friends really helped alot with staying, was watching TV, eating pencakes, chapatis, dal, pasta, chips and my fav M&M's. LOL. Pencakes were really nice, fattening but yummy. Akshay Kumar (indian famous actor) eats same ones I guess as my friend and Akshay have same cook. Amazing cook. I defenately will hire him as well if I ever move to Juhu. Today I went to doctor and finally no more plaster. It was really terriably for this 2 weeks. Anyway there are lots o small bad stuff what happened in january, but also many things changed in me. In this 2 weeks I could see who actually cares about me and who doesnt. Was quite surprised, but whatever happens happens for good, right? SO now all is good.

Also I had photoshoot with Gaurhav Sethi. I am still waiting for pictures and it takes so long. Oh God, why people are so slow. Its like almost 3 weeks now. But shoot was good, i am sure it will be awesome pix. Behind the scenes came brilliant. Everybody likes my dark dark brown hairs. LOL. I like it too. Media came as well, and they were filming from top and made some stupid videos like Saidah Jules "uncersored" shoot and its all about boobs, boobs, boobs. When I saw it in internet I almost got heart attack, LOL, but it was truly funny. I think one day sex tape will also be uploaded, lol. Good I never did it in past, or by now one of my ex bfs would get angry and upload it. But I can sleep well cuz i never did it and actually I suggest never to make sex videos. It can be dangerous in future. LOL. Never.

I am looking forward for next days. I read one book now "The Game" by Neil Strauss. It's some stupid stuff actually but it cought me, I am reading it every day. It inspires and reminds......... I think soon my time to discover new places and new cities will come. Lots of work coming as well, I lost alot in this 2 weeks of bedtime stories.

Also recently somebody sent me very bful sms, I dont know who, it was jsut number, want to share with u guys "We find excuses for not doing things because of imperfect facilities.....but....where there is a will, there is always a way...."
So, if u want something in ur life than do it now. Right now. There is no tommorrow or later, there is only NOW, only NOW.

Love and peace to all
Saidah Jules

P.S. I also joined youtube. check out my channel http://www.youtube.com/naughtysasha

Happy New Year 2010

Hi folks

First of all I want to wish everyone Happy new year 2010. I hope u had a great party and whole 2010 will be rocking.

I had very nice celebration. I had to be in Mumbai and deceided to meet 2010 in my favourite hotel JW Mariotte in Juhu. It was truly amazing party, I love food in Mariotte and had a blast......sushi, maki and defenately lots of sweets. You cant miss them on New year's eve :-))))) Few journalists sported me as well and it was fun:-) I really had amazing party......it was no options.

2009 was beautiful and not. Every year good and bad things happens. We loose, we gain. In 2009 I met really wonderful people who came into my life but also I lost few people whom I really loved. It always happens.....we loose....we get. Nobody can change it. It were people who hurt me and it were people who made me smile. But when New year comes I think we should always look forward for new things, for better things and to do what we have not done, to create what we have not created yet. In 2009 my career was going into that direction what I wanted and my proffessional life was good and it is good. And in private unfortunately it were people who had to leave......i will always remember them and they will belong to 2009. It were few friends who cheated and it just were people who really hurt.

I believe that whole new year depends on how u celebrate it so I made it a habit and tradition to celebrate it in a great way. This year was truly great. Thanx... And it's already started in a good way. I believe this year will be good and I will make it good. Life is beautiful but it's our duty to decorate it right.......if something goes we can do nothing about it but we can take care of what we have.

I wish everybody always to remember what you have and to take care of it. Its very easy to loose, but its much more harder to keep and cherish what you have. I wish you to respect and love life and people aroud.

Happy New Year 2010

Make it rock and shine

Love to all

Saidah Jules

Be professional and dedicated to your dreams and goals

Hi guys All is going well. Recently i got done with my reality show what i have been shooting for. It was really exosting and i had to put the most hard work I ever done I guess. So, u can see it on Chanel V since the last week of december "Fact supermodels". I am glad I did it but I also realised that reality shows are really really hard work, I believe now I became much more professional than I was and I grown quite alot:-))) Can't talk more about it since its not released yet:-))) Also I was very happy to meet my friend Pooja who was in Mumbai for few days. We had amazing indian dinner and chocolate overdose:-)))) I normally don't eat sweets but for Pooja:-)))) LOL. it was really lovely meeting. It's always great to meet people who are in ur close circle and whom u trust. Unfortunately I had some problems with my health but already leaving to Bangalore for a shoot. I think commitments are the basic things of life and especially professional ones ( since I am writing about my professional life more). No matter what people always should be professional and do whatever they are commited to. I will be doing amazing shoot in Bagalore what I have been waiting for quite sometimes:-))) U have to be really dedicated, professioanl and in love with anything you do, only than dreams come true and unreal things becomes real. I have one friend who always says what real and not, its totally wrong. Absolutely everything is posible and real in life, it all depends on how much u r dedicated to it and how much u love and how much passion u have for it. I like this quote from my fav book "Alice in Wonderland" "There is no use trying, said Alice; one can't believe impossible things. I dare say you haven't had much practice, said the Queen. When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." - Lewis Carroll

And i also think people always should work themselves and be more dedicated towards their dreams or goals instead of aking God or anybody else to make dreams come true. Dreams never come true if they are in "dreams grouppe". It's very important to take right desicions in life, rights means what goes from heart, only this is right what goes from heart and with passion. I hope everything will be fine with my shoot in Bangalore, cuz i'm not really well but I will do my best. I wish everybody to have a nice week ahead and always remember that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world and the main in life:-) Life is great and beautiful creation

Peace and love to all

Hare Krishna

Saidah

P.S. I know i can make a difference and be the change I want to see in the world:-)