Video Diary - Sunny day in Germany

Hi folks. I am in Germany right now. Enjoying small holidays.

September 2010

Love to all

Saidah Jules

Castle in Germany

Hi folks

Sending you regards from Germany. Today I visited very interesting Castle in Altena (Germany, Sauerland). It's like museum right now and I had very interesting excursion there. Here there is video, you can have a look as well :-)

Regards from Germany

Love to all

Saidah

Pune - Mumbai drive (Video HD)

Hi folks

I wanted to share with you this video (HD). It's drive from Pune to Mumbai. I think it's pretty awesome and I even prefer to travel by car:-)

Have a nice day

Saidah

"Happy birthday, Krishna"

Hi folks

Rain season is still on in Mumbai. I just don't know how to start my blog today.

First of all "Dear Krishna, happy birthday". I guess everybody who knows me know that I am devotee of Krishna and whatever I do is dedicated to Him. It's a big festival today in India. So ..."Hare Krishna". I already mentioned about it on my twitter and facebook. Of cause God doesn't have a birthday 'cuz he is eternal. He never was born and he will never die. He is Divine Energy what always was. No matter how you call him he is eternal. I call him Krishna but my Krishna always was and will always be. It's Divine Energy, Light. India is a country of traditions and of cause there are lots of festivals and holidays. Maybe in ancient times they were invented 'cuz life was boring. I would say I also kind of follow them but wisely. I don't fast for a day or two 'cuz I believe in either doing something or not. U either vegetarian or u r not, you cant be vegetarian for 1-2 days and think that you follow ur religion or something. I believe in a lifestyle, when you follow something you follow it always, when u love you are dedicated to it. I don't believe that not doing or doing something in one particular day has a meaning. Cuz it simply doesn't. Life is much more simple and it totally depends on us. Somehow most of people believe that they can do shit in life, treat other people badly, lie and cheat and than they will fast for a few days and all their sins had gone. It's so pathetic. People, wake up! It's all about what people we are ALWAYS, not we pretend to follow for few days. I believe in karma. There is no point of asking God about something or to eat and not to eat certain food. It's all about what you do on daily basis, what person u r, what human being. I am hindu by my religion and I grown up in hinduism and on Bhagavad Gita and Vedas. It's always important to follow ur heart, only heart. We come to this world for our personal growth and for our own learning and expirience, this life belongs only to us. I don't think by being vegetarian and non vegetarian changes you as a person or by drinking alcohol it makes you less religious. Personally I dont drink alcohol but it doesn't make me more religious. Or either I eat veg or non veg, its just body requirements. I don't go to temple every sunday with sweets cuz I don't feel I need to do it. God is inside of me, he is around, he is in air I breathe and he is everywhere, he is light, he is sun and you just can feel him around you. I feel him in every good thing I do what I can be proud of, I feel him in right doings and in something what I follow every day. He is in my actions on daily basis. If I can be a change in somebody's life, if i can make it better for somebody.... thats something what you can be proud about and it's something what makes you better person than you are. it doesn't matter to others how many times you go to temple or how many God's idols you have at home and how many times you pray. Only one thing matters...it's what you DO. Actions is the key for everything.....always....every day. Basically the bottom line is that I just want people to be better than they are and not be religious and spiritual at home or in temple only. I want them to learn how to give it away to others and how to share it with people outside. Just by being a little bit better the world can change a lot. I wish to celebrate Krishna's "birthday" every day cuz God is eternal and he never was born. (I told about religion not about mythology and hindu legends). But still since whole nation is celebration it today it will be the best end for my blog today. "Happy birthday, Lord Krishna".

Love to all always

Saidah Jules

P.S. I put this picture of baby Krishna cuz it's my favorite one, this picture in fact was the first picture of Krishna I saw in my life by being a child myself.

August in Mumbai

Hi folks

I believe you are fine. I am actually not...not really. I am in Mumbai and it's raining like hell and I just hate it. I hate rains and everything wet and due to high humidity it gets just crazy over here. even it sucks I would say. I would love to leave at present but I can't. I have certain duties and work what keeps me here. But I truly hate rains. Some incident happen yesterday what gonna keep me away from chinese food forever I guess. I went out for dinner with a friend of mine in chinese restaurant "aromas of china" or something. Food is nice over there but as everywhere in chinese food they put something what called MG or something, whatever i dont remember proper name. So, i don't feel well after that. It's some sort of chemical or sodium. whatever, I just really don't know the name. So after having food my friend told me that this "MG" actually they make of human's bones. oops.........."Good i already eat" - I thought. I felt bad cuz still even when i ask not to put anything in food in India they still do it. Even after you say million times in most of cases they will still do the way they think and not as a customer asks. Can you all imagine that u r eating chinese food and something what made of human's bones are there as well. Yackkkkkk..............all my appetite had gone. In fact I like chinese and some of their items are really nice but I guess from now on I am not gonna visit chinese restaurant for long. LOL.

Got amazing haircut yesterday. Good Christian is back in town.

Also i'm busy with some stupid organisation work what you always have to do in India on ur own.

I wanted and want to open NGO for education in orphanages. I'm serious about it. I met couple of people whom I wanted to do it with me. We were discussing a lot and agreed for many things and after meeting they just don't pick up my calls anymore. Than why he said "yes"? I just always wonder why people in here do like that, that they meet u, discuss and make plan (regarding company n work) and than he just doesn't pick up ur call after and desapear? why? is it difficult just to say "Sorry, Saidah, but im not interested in doing this". And what was more dissapointing that there are many people like that and law system in India is not ready to support me. Sad.........Really sad that when you want to do something for the country that nobody is willing to help and apart of that will even try that this will not happen. Had lots of bad expirience in this subject lately.

As I'm back in Mumbai now joined my normal life here as well. Went for Binga water launch yesterday. Met page 3 crowd. Didn't stay for long due to my busy shedule but was nice to meet my old friend.

I'm sorry for grammar mistakes. I am typing fast and in a rush right now so it happens. Sorry about that.

Also there are lots of amazing proffessional opportunities at the moment. Thinking that it's another stage of my life is going to start.

At the moment I feel very disturb about NGO and system what is not supportive. And I feel sad about it. I am not indian but being true hindu I always tried a did a lot and especially now when I have the power for NGO and want to do it I came to know how unsupportive all indian system is for those who are not indian and especially it's really depressive when you meet people for doing something good for the country, they promise and than just disapear. And I talk about serious people, not some jerks. So, i found out that a person can do serious business and talk a lot but in reality it will be just some "bullshit talker". Still I believe that I will make it happen one day and will help as much as I can.

I'm really sorry for all grammar mistakes and etc.

Work is good but I don't want to write about proff things at present. Just there is big surprise what's gonna happen. As at present all my thoughts about NGO.

Always remember that when there is an end for something there is a start for something again and when God closes the door he is opening a window ;-)

Love to all

Saidah Jules

Quotes what inspired me

Hi folks. I was surfing internet and found amazing quotes what I liked. Here they are:

1.If you love something let it go free. If it doesn't come back, you never had it. If it comes back, love it forever.

2.When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

3.Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow.

4.We do not quit playing because we grow old, we grow old because we quit playing.

5.The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

6. Life is too short to live the same day twice!!

7.Four things come not back. The spoken word, the sped arrow, the past life, ad the neglected opportunity.

8.Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.

9.There is only one time that is important -- NOW! It is the most important time because it is the only time hat we have any power.

10 Everything that I understand, I understand only because I love.

Most of them by russian author Leo Tolstoy. He was amazing with his "war and peace" and etc. I read it while studing in school.

Raining in Mumbai and many things happening. I just wanted to share quotes with you today and send love to everyone in the world.

Saidah Jules

Finale of Teen Pageant, june 2010

Hi folks, its just have been pretty crazy. I was traveling and traveling and... traveling. I am in Delhi right now for couple of days. Teen Pageant is over and it was unique expirience for me where was part of drama, professionalism and just good memories. Finale was in Mumbai and all our girls were stunning. I had beautiful saree what Avesh Dadlani made for me. I really loved his stuff and puting a pic over here. All judges were cool and it was nice expirience of working with Natasha Suri (former Miss India), really beautiful she is.

After Finale of Fact Universal Teen Pageant I traveled to UK to London for vacations, it was fun, really good trip. North Wales, London. I put pix on facebook, but only people who knows me in person are able to see them I guess. I really love London somehow. It's just amazing inspiring energy in the city. I remembered my trip last year...Nostalgy. LOL. Hopefully will be in London again soon.

Mumbai is raining and it's so terriable. I just hate rains. But Delhi is nice. Sometime back I went for a wedding in Pune, it was first time for me to attend indian wedding. It was nice, liked it and met wonderful people who became good friends.

Ok, cheers for now

Love

Saidah Jules