August in Mumbai

Hi folks

I believe you are fine. I am actually not...not really. I am in Mumbai and it's raining like hell and I just hate it. I hate rains and everything wet and due to high humidity it gets just crazy over here. even it sucks I would say. I would love to leave at present but I can't. I have certain duties and work what keeps me here. But I truly hate rains. Some incident happen yesterday what gonna keep me away from chinese food forever I guess. I went out for dinner with a friend of mine in chinese restaurant "aromas of china" or something. Food is nice over there but as everywhere in chinese food they put something what called MG or something, whatever i dont remember proper name. So, i don't feel well after that. It's some sort of chemical or sodium. whatever, I just really don't know the name. So after having food my friend told me that this "MG" actually they make of human's bones. oops.........."Good i already eat" - I thought. I felt bad cuz still even when i ask not to put anything in food in India they still do it. Even after you say million times in most of cases they will still do the way they think and not as a customer asks. Can you all imagine that u r eating chinese food and something what made of human's bones are there as well. Yackkkkkk..............all my appetite had gone. In fact I like chinese and some of their items are really nice but I guess from now on I am not gonna visit chinese restaurant for long. LOL.

Got amazing haircut yesterday. Good Christian is back in town.

Also i'm busy with some stupid organisation work what you always have to do in India on ur own.

I wanted and want to open NGO for education in orphanages. I'm serious about it. I met couple of people whom I wanted to do it with me. We were discussing a lot and agreed for many things and after meeting they just don't pick up my calls anymore. Than why he said "yes"? I just always wonder why people in here do like that, that they meet u, discuss and make plan (regarding company n work) and than he just doesn't pick up ur call after and desapear? why? is it difficult just to say "Sorry, Saidah, but im not interested in doing this". And what was more dissapointing that there are many people like that and law system in India is not ready to support me. Sad.........Really sad that when you want to do something for the country that nobody is willing to help and apart of that will even try that this will not happen. Had lots of bad expirience in this subject lately.

As I'm back in Mumbai now joined my normal life here as well. Went for Binga water launch yesterday. Met page 3 crowd. Didn't stay for long due to my busy shedule but was nice to meet my old friend.

I'm sorry for grammar mistakes. I am typing fast and in a rush right now so it happens. Sorry about that.

Also there are lots of amazing proffessional opportunities at the moment. Thinking that it's another stage of my life is going to start.

At the moment I feel very disturb about NGO and system what is not supportive. And I feel sad about it. I am not indian but being true hindu I always tried a did a lot and especially now when I have the power for NGO and want to do it I came to know how unsupportive all indian system is for those who are not indian and especially it's really depressive when you meet people for doing something good for the country, they promise and than just disapear. And I talk about serious people, not some jerks. So, i found out that a person can do serious business and talk a lot but in reality it will be just some "bullshit talker". Still I believe that I will make it happen one day and will help as much as I can.

I'm really sorry for all grammar mistakes and etc.

Work is good but I don't want to write about proff things at present. Just there is big surprise what's gonna happen. As at present all my thoughts about NGO.

Always remember that when there is an end for something there is a start for something again and when God closes the door he is opening a window ;-)

Love to all

Saidah Jules

Finale of Teen Pageant, june 2010

Hi folks, its just have been pretty crazy. I was traveling and traveling and... traveling. I am in Delhi right now for couple of days. Teen Pageant is over and it was unique expirience for me where was part of drama, professionalism and just good memories. Finale was in Mumbai and all our girls were stunning. I had beautiful saree what Avesh Dadlani made for me. I really loved his stuff and puting a pic over here. All judges were cool and it was nice expirience of working with Natasha Suri (former Miss India), really beautiful she is.

After Finale of Fact Universal Teen Pageant I traveled to UK to London for vacations, it was fun, really good trip. North Wales, London. I put pix on facebook, but only people who knows me in person are able to see them I guess. I really love London somehow. It's just amazing inspiring energy in the city. I remembered my trip last year...Nostalgy. LOL. Hopefully will be in London again soon.

Mumbai is raining and it's so terriable. I just hate rains. But Delhi is nice. Sometime back I went for a wedding in Pune, it was first time for me to attend indian wedding. It was nice, liked it and met wonderful people who became good friends.

Ok, cheers for now

Love

Saidah Jules

My thoughts in da mornin

It's one of my mornings in Indore. Just was getting bored before audition for Fact Universal Teen Pageant 2010. So....have a look.
love
Saidah

April updates or "Work, work, work"

Hi folks
It's been a while.....but due to work. If before I was kinda lazy, now its work only, so was not writing due to this. There are many changes in my life…..within me but it have affected everything I would say. At present I am busy with workshop for my movie “Chitkabre. Shades of grey”. Its drama thriller and we gonna shoot almost whole may in Delhi near Gurgaon area. It’s interesting film and I am glad to be part of it. I play girl Cindy who is very arrogant. But not gonna say much, let it be complete first. Today attended workshop first day, met other actors and got the script, all cool. For whole week will be busy with workshop and than Delhi for may. Apart of that I am also busy with Fact Universal teen pageant, it’s a beauty pageant for teens and reality show as well. They have 2 judges : Natasha Suri, former miss India and me. I was traveling for last 5 days to Indore and Delhi with press conferences and auditions. Quite existed but its interesting and definitely worth it. Hotels…….cars………..work………its just all same, sometimes I don’t even care what city it is, cuz all hotels are same almost, cars and etc. But I am happy to do what I do. In june will be finale of teen pageant, still on 2nd may have audition in Mumbai. Delhi trip was very good, when it was press conference day, we were done pretty fast, fast than I expected and I wanted to go to Laxmi Narayan Temple, so we went, I was happy to go there, and after we had some local food in some market, I forgot the name. It was interesting experience.
I don’t know why but whenever I visit Indore my life gets changed. And it happened this time as well. It was my second visit to Indore. In professional way its always good since it has to be like that only. But just certain things in my philosophy had changed and I really can proceed with my writings further, cuz I was kinda stucked a bit and now I feel inspired. Unfortunately this inspiration came to me from sadness but its just how it is.
I understood a lot about destiny, I found out who my real friends are and who just simply care about me cuz it’s just me, just me without good and bad sides. Nobody is perfect and neither I am. I will not write much here about philosophy since I want to make it separate chapter but I just want people to be more activ in life. Unfortunately many people just pray to God and believe in destiny too much, like if they don’t want to do something or they will be scared to do something they will just excuse it with destiny and etc. I hate it, I just really hate it. Our life is always in our hands. I will write about it. Since I am real BUSY BEE at present time, even tonight I have meeting regarding work, so no time to write.
Love to all
Best wishes to all
Blessings to all but………..all our actions are always in our hands
Saidah Jules

So far So good

Hi folks

I am just totally out of writing n our of updating. Just so many things it were lately. I have been traveling......Germany, Dubai. Just Dubai was the most exciting n awesome. Amazing shopping n fially I met my best friend Julia over there. We went out for lunch and dinner, she is truly amazing person. Germany was nice as well, its always great to meet mom.

I am kind of tired in Mumbai, with everything you cant relay on, with most of people you cant relay on, when u never can plan anything. But right now lots of good htings are happening, just waiting for finalising and signing.

I had also sad news about 'Right ya wrong", Neeraj Pathak comletely cut my role and did not even had guts to inform me about it. I felt sad about it since Neeraj Pathak always had lots of respect from me but after "Right ya wrong" he really dissapointed me. I expected that he would tell me about it.

Met Andrew Symonds recently and IPL after party was really fun. He is really cool person.

Unfortunately due to time limits have to end up now in a ruch

Keep rocking

Saidah

So far so good

Hi folks

Its just beginin of feb and all is cool. Yesterday finally I watched movie "3 idiots". Was nice. Too long, actually all hindi films are quite too long sometimes, but "3 idiots" was nice. After that we had amazing dinner at "Olive". I really love that place........white.......candless and warm.

Recently quite many things changed and in a good way. Also my tow is really better now, almost fine I think but i have to visit doctor next week I guess. I went for Mcdowell Derby horse race in Mumbai in Mahalaxmi. It was interesting, never been there before. Derby was nice but it's quite ridicules at times to see nicely dressed people and lots of gabbage, pizza, samosa and etc around. Its like monkey siting on a Mersedes in Agra. Interesting, what else I can say. It's always better not to stress out cuz of it, cuz it will never change. Never.

What else? At the moment I feel kinda boring cuz few things are pending and I dont like when something is in the air and not materialised yet. LOL.

Yesterday I met russian council in Mumbai, it was cool. It was something what I did not expect I would say. I was lucky I guess cuz now my work will be done much more faster and such a lovely people work in consulate and embassy. Really. It was cool to speak in russian language as well. I almost forgoten it. LOL

U never know what can happen tomm. Recently I was writing that India is like wonderland, that things just appear out of nowhere and dissapear as well. Like u never know, u never can plan, its just life right now, exactly at this moment. I dont like it, but....... I am just "Alice" who ended up in wonderland with its own rules.

But the most interesting also happened. I dont want to think about it right now or say anything, but I think "love is in the air". I really think so............i might be right or wrong. U never know. But i can say I am inspired, i really am.

Also my creative work is quite inspiring as well. Just now I talked to Venkatesh and it was cool, i hope finally we will do something together in creative way.

Now im abit in rush

Be cool, feel hot, life is wonderful

Peace to all

Saidah Jules

Lucky photoshoot

Hi folks
I want to share with you my favourite photoshoot. It was quite recently and it was for Skoda car. But what really matters to me is that it was with photographer Vikram Bawa. It was my first photoshoot with him and this picture is like first baby:-) It's special and really memorable. I was dreaming to shoot with Vikram Bawa for long time and finally it happened. I was reading his interviews when i used to live in Delhi many years ago and since that time i wanted to shoot with him. Finally it happened and also it happened in a very special time of my life.

It's one of my favourite pictures and this picture is really very special to me.

Life is sunshine

Love,

Saidah