Sunday, December 6, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
I busy with shootings and all that stuff but the most interesting thing is that I am looking forward for december especially for my birthday:-)))
Thursday, October 1, 2009
....Same time I read few books what really helped me to discover alot. "Only love is real" by Dr.Brian Weiss. I read it on the beach in Mallorca and it gave me amazing feel :-))))
.....I am back in Mumbai and my life got upgraded in a beautiful way, i am very happy with it. will do my best.
To be continued....
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
When I think about man than actually nothing really comes to my mind. For now. Probably in "part 2" it will. I think man is like a 'water" for a rose. Any plant needs water to bloom, so it's proI was thinking about relationship between a man and a woman....I understood it's complicated and I can't think only in one direction. I read couple of articles and all of them are so different. When i personally think about a woman I always "see" image of geisha in my mind. Geisha is an amazing creature, so fragile and feminine, so misterious and tender. According to me japanese geisha bably similar kind of relationship.
Sometimes i really think and question myself how interesting life can be and people especially. Mans are so different, they can be smart, inteligent, funny, redicilues, interesting, inspiring and just..........just man. Sometimes woman can meet a man who will "fall in love" very fast and will be telling her stories about feelings, about how much he can do and etc etc etc but.....but when ( based on everything he said ) she will simple ask something very small, than most probably he will say "no" and that he cant and bla bla bla. It's always very interesting to me how much people can talk and how little they can do. But everything is not so bad in life:-) There are also mans that sometimes you really think something and he is doing it before you even say or makes such surprises that you have not even thought of. It's also very interesting to me how different mans can be. And what i realize in life it doesn't depends on feelings and how much he loves, it is something else...........it's carakter of a person. At times I even thought it might be related to goroscope. I am not believer, but one of my best friend....she really does believe in it. And i trust her at times.
I think I would say it in a such a way that relationships between man and woman are similar to relationships between rose and gardener. It might sound ridicules in certain way but it looks similar to me. Sometimes a person really takes care of plants, and pour water at times and always think about sunlight and etc, and sometimes person remember about water only when rose is dry and dead.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Life have been really beautiful inside of me for quite sometime now. My movie shoot is complete and also yesterday I was shooting pictures with Vikram Bawa "black and whites". It was inspiring and wonderful, he managed to get my real smiles and laugh in pictures what normally never happens. xoxoxoxo. It's wonderful to connect with people who truly love and in love with what they are doing. It inspires me and it teaches me alot. I have a big respect for it.
It's out of the blue but i have been thinking what is the most precious thing at my home and what's the most special I have? And i feel that it's one painting what is probably the most memorable and special thing to me. It was a gift from somebody whom is very closed to me and whom I admire and whom I love. It's the most beautiful and i am thankful to that person to gift me that feelings what I have and that harmony what I feel.
Life is so unpredictable and predictable in a same time. It looks but we also can predict if we know how. I really want to visit Tibet this year and to discover what I want to discover. I want to "feel" India again and I want to explore more places in it. I hope my best friends will have time to do it with me.
There are many things what are happening in my mind currently. There are so many things I plan to expirience workwise. I think showbiz is not only one thing what I want and can do and I'm inspired for so many.
This post is not about kama sutra actually but i called it "Happiness, Love and Kama Sutra" cuz I'm happy inside of me and I feel that harmony what i always wanted to feel, I have love in my heart and it's great. I have not read kama sutra, but yesterday I saw a book "Kama Sutra by Deepak Chopra". I did not have time to read it, but I could read few of this statements and quotes and I was impressed, I was really impressed how much he was writing about the feeling of love and tenderness, it was really beautiful explanations of feelings. I think many people (who probably doesn't have proper IQ level and who is not so educated) think that Kama Sutra is all about sex and sex positions, but it's absolutely not like that. It's about feeling of love. Especially i really liked views of Deepak Chopra in that his book. Will defenately read now.
I wish everybody to live in peace and harmony with their heart and soul.
Life is for living
Love to all
P.S. I don't say this common phrase "God bless" cuz I believe you should deserve blessings by urself.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
I think all parties and fun are good and I love it too, but educated people also need "food for brains" and cultural programms. I think it's very limited when a person thinks only about going out and work. There are so many beautiful things in the world, there are so many to discover, to learn, to see, to expirience and etc. And i seriously wish everybody to keep discovering it and not to limit themselves from "food for brains".
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
I want to share with you my favourite photoshoot. It was quite recently and it was for Skoda car. But what really matters to me is that it was with photographer Vikram Bawa. It was my first photoshoot with him and this picture is like first baby:-) It's special and really memorable. I was dreaming to shoot with Vikram Bawa for long time and finally it happened. I was reading his interviews when i used to live in Delhi many years ago and since that time i wanted to shoot with him. Finally it happened and also it happened in a very special time of my life.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Now i am back in Mumbai, 2 days in London were really great. Sometimes in life such trips happen that change ur life or change the way u think and feel. It was exactly that case. LOL. This my trip to London changed a lot in me and in such way what i really did not expect. For now I don't feel like to write anything. Just i am back home in Mumbai, cooking lunch and thinking of relaxing sunday. Lots of things to do....
What I really understood that magic really happens sometimes, we just should always believe in it.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I would love to go for holidays in Tibet. I still have never been in Tibet. Thats really weird. "7 years in Tibet" with Brad Pitt was really good by the way. Ofcuz i dont plan to stay there for so long but couple of weeks would be nice, I believe there are couple of things that I still have to learn and discover about myself. Maybe i will find Shambala.
Something is changing in me. Somehow such things come to my mind what normally never happens and never happened before. It's funny, cute and in same time it might be ridicules or it might be beautiful. I don't know. But i really think alot about something when I never do. Maybe.........maybe i am in love? or maybe it's inspiration? If it's inspiration than why I did not think and feel like that before? it's not about feelings even, just couple of my wishes changed what I have never expected.
Today is going to be busy day.
I will be in London just few days but i am really looking forward.
Peace and Harmony to all